I've been spacing out and using all of my energy to get through the day.

Have you ever had one of those days where your mood is all wonky and you have no idea why? Well, that's been my mood for the last two weeks. 

I'm not in a bad mood. 

I would say that I'm in a good mood, but everything just feels.... off.

And maybe that's just my mind playing tricks on me or whatnot, who knows really? The fact of the matter is, things have been weird lately and D and I have been trying to take our downtime easy and spend all of it together. 

Work has been hectic, so when we get home in the evenings, we like to relax and just be with one another. Even if I'm reading and he's playing COD, we're still next to each other. Just us and our pups.

I find comfort in the fact that I look next to me and see my best friend and husband wrapped up into one sexy-tree like package. I don't know why and I don't really care. 

I've accepted that while I struggle with my mental health every single day, it's a struggle that I'm willing to fight. 

I don't know what I've done to deserve the bad things in my life. I don't know what I've done to deserve the amazing things in my life. But, f*ck me, if I'm not gonna grab onto it with both hands and just keeping running.

I would just like to go on the record as saying.

There are many terrible things happening in the world right now and one of those situations is the invasion of Ukraine. My hearts goes out to these people and the fact that others are standing by and are comfortable with the fact that this is happening is appalling. I can't even begin to convey the level of sadness I feel for them.

But, I am also in awe. Watching Ukraine's people come together as they've had to do so many times before, standing and fighting for what they believe in. Their homes. Their families. Their lives. It's an incredibly painful thing to see, but it also makes me have faith in people. 

Maybe not all people, but some. The world may be terrible right now, but there are still good people out there willing to fight for what they believe is right. I can't imagine what it's like living in the middle of a war like this. Because that's what it is, a war. 

The Ukrainian people are Brave. Resilient. Inspirational. My heart goes out to them, as I wish I could do more. I hold all of my hope that this will end soon and they can find some semblance of peace. 

Also, if you are a human being and you don't currently have some form of crush on Volodymyr Zelensky, well then, you're just f*cking wrong. That man is a legend and so far removed from amazing that it's a dot in his rearview mirror.